I had promise, never write here again, but I have to "throw up" my feelings

I´m not perfect, I did so many mistakes. I would like to explain, but maybe it is useless now.

Please just accept the facts. No matter if our roads are different now, you brought me till here. And I am what I am, ´cause you taught me, changed me. I´m a better person, a better man, and I owe you. Please just understand this! I will always be thankful.

ALWAYS...

"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear" ...

You´ll always be with me!

THANK YOU SO MUCH, ARIGATOU!!!!!         

So, what now?

...

(*SIGH*)

Wish things had not been so complicated...

It is really "funny"...

How people change.

The way they are, their opinions, behaviors. I mean; themselves, their essence.

People are substituted as "PIECES". Like nothing else has happened before.

Before... When they suffered and smiled. They could be far, but they knew where to go when things got complicated. Unfortunately they just come back when the "NEW PIECES" are not there anymore.

But the "OLD PIECES" became worn out because of the improper usage...

(*SIGH...*)